Thanks for all the comments, and I believe all are right.
Rafed said it best. I would go a step further, I am excited, I am being impatient and not fully counting my blessings. I naively looked at this foundation in a misconstrued way. I don't feel anyone owes me anything.
I think John is a genius.
He took something he loved, attracted attention to it with a fabulous and creative form of advertisement and he genuinely helps others at the same time. Win Win.
I didn't see the foundation as this at first. I saw it more as a collective thing, which it has also become via it's members exchanging ideas and experiences.
But it is definitely both.
Now that I see it clearly, I can move forward and embrace the collective part fully. What can I say, it is that, that drew me to join, trading, talking about things we all love, and enriching the hobby overall.
Thanks you fellow fignuts, and especially John!