Glad you are feeling better. My prescription is more time in the woods with your backpack for decompression time.
Mentally I wrote off my figs for this this year. Mother Nature sent me a double whammy and I have done what can be done and now its a waiting game. What comes, comes. Meanwhile, there is beer to be made and blueberries and blackberries to pick and what will be, will be. My husband keeps dropping new recipes for mead on my desk, I wonder if that is a hint?