It was not particularly hard to accept that I would never be president... regardless of what we were taught in elementary school. It was somewhat more disappointing when I realized that a night with Ann Margret was not going to happen.....Yet there was still a lot of optimism later in life and I accepted some things while holding out on a lot of goals yet to be obtained. fast forward to current day and there a couple of things that I have recently come to grips with....I will never be able to propagate a Panache cutting......Nor a Danny's Delite......Nor a RDB. Simply not in the cards! BT yes, Celeste yes, LSU everything yes, Magnolia yes, Red Italian yes, Schar yes, EBT yes, Verte yes, Flanders yes, the list goes on, and on but a Panache, a Danny's Delite..Nooooooo!,Nada, Nope, Nyet!!! Am I disappointed? Will I survive?
Had I rather have a Panache over Ann Margret, Hell No! Doesn't really matter, I am doomed to have neither!, SO BE IT!!!